I. Creation - I was drugged by God.

                  My parents consummated in their bliss of holy matrimony, which brought about a chemical reaction. An organism within the mother's womb was gifted with consciousness. That, which was nothing became that which is me. So i begin from where i began but where i began was merely an end of purity. I don't quite remember if i was ready for this magic trick. Or for this supreme overdose. Every action involving me that has happened or is going to, existed in some mind and hence I became complete. My birth became a necessity. It was no miracle contrary to popular belief. It was purely a requirement. While my finite forms floated in different dimensions of the cosmos and my infinite thoughts of the mind hid under the cover of non-existence, I was summoned by the power to be bound as one. 

                   As the liquid appeared out of a distant blackhole and started to form my shape, I was filled with excitement as I was about to venture out on a journey perceiving extensions of my own thought as separate entities. I was gearing up for "blindfolded mirror-wrestling". But the liquid managed to work its way through chaining my ego to a new component within me - perception. I was no longer infinite. I was made to unlearn as I was to learn again. I was taught as I was to teach. I was drugged with the most potent drug in the world - Deoxyribonucleic acid!

                    I was given mortal sight which is restricted to the seven colours, their mixture and their absence. I lost my power of transparent vision. And that of opacity. I wait for the time when i would have my vision back. The vision to look deep into space and watch every action shape a "big bang". Yes, every action is a big bang. So is every thought. Energy can be created. It can also be teleported. Actively or passively. I was given earthly audio. The sonic daily newspaper of space. If you listen to it carefully enough, you get all the news. About everything that happens everywhere. But I miss the lesser and higher sounds. I envy the bats and their lifestyle. Dark power with supersonic capabilities. UV vision for the lucky ones. They have the best parties on our planet! I was given the power of smell. There is nothing that truly smells. I was made to because i had to form my own matrix of likes and preferences. I was made to because lust or the lack of it had to be embedded in me. I was made to sense touch and as soon as that happened, I was physically chained to an illusion called gravity. I became one with this planet. I was given taste so that I don't end my life for the search of something bigger. So that I would survive here for the want of taste. 

                  Thus, God (including me) made me me, as I am now, to experience the subjective differences of the cosmic ego. I seek to shed this skin as this attempt serves as a worthy purpose for my existence. I wish to share my visions with anybody who may need to use them in their own path(s).

Brahma satyaṃ jagat mithyā, jīvo brahmaiva nāparah....